Childhood Friends
Originally uploaded by Ed Roth. Well, the day has finally come. Our little girl is going to Kindergarten and I can't help but mourn the loss of innocence. I did it when Eddie went to Kindergarten also, and like that situation, I'm sure I'll get past it, but I hate the thought of what's about to happen. As far as Heather knows right now, she's smart enough, pretty enough, nice enough, etc. etc. ....as far as she knows, she's perfect without any need for improvement. There is something so beautiful about that state of being - "I'm fine the way I am" - and next week Wednesday, will be the beginning of the end of that. After that it will be; 'write your letters better, stay inside the lines, you take too long to come up with the answer....' And well beyond all of that, I used to love coming home for lunch (I only work 2.5 miles from home) and seeing this little girl. It (almost) always made my day. And the days where she was upset or frustrated or angry about something, I cherished being able to come home and make it better - a father should be able to do that you know. Anyway, I can't say much more about it - things will be wonderful and beautiful, but there is a loss in this metamorphosis, and it has me a little down right now. We took her to meet her teacher and see her new class the other day, and when we got to the school, and she got out of the car, she shrieked "Yipppeeee!!!". She's excited - I'm less enthusiastic, but not in front of her. There's a far more beautiful post of someone else who is going through the same thing right now who is a world class runner - check out Joan Nesbit Mabe's post "Tuesday's Gone" here
On the running side - things have been going well. I've been out this week doing my maintenance runs and tomorrow will be my long run - a 10 miler - I know I sound like a wuss to a lot of you, but I'm a bit nervous about a run that distance. I've only done it once before, and it was a race, and I got a stress fracture in my foot during it. Say a prayer.